i am doing what i need to do
i am being strong
and if i love ethan as much as i say i do and as much as i feel i do it is time for me to do what i am supposed to do and support him and his decision
to be a "man"
okay...well i have never seen a man so pathetic as what you would see if you would see me right now
i haven't stopped crying since bernie dropped me off
but i am rolling with the punches you know?
i am really taking it like a man so to speak
and being strong
in my own girlie way and all....but still